Deidara-no-koiishi

Hey everyone!!!  I probably won't be updating this account anymore.  It's just become too over-crowded with junk, and i don't like the username, among other things.  So, i made a new one: Panda-pon.

panda-pon.deviantart.com/

Over the next little while, i'll be working on transferring some of my best work onto this new account, while leaving the rest of it one here.  So, if there's any of my stuff on here that you've faved, you might wanna head to my new account and fav it there, if it's posted yet.  Cuz i'll most likely be deleting the stuff i move from this account.  I haven't decided yet.

+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "i love you fully and would do anything for you"

--Advice--
+Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

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Haha...i was definitely thinking of my dearest.  <3

So, me and my Dad were going over the invoice for my school fees, and my dad was badgering at me to clean up my grandma's kitchen.  It's not even his fucking house, he was just dropping me off at home after our weekend visit.  I told him i'd do it later, when Grandma was actually home, cuz i didn't want to mess anything up for her.  And he made it quite clear he wanted me to do it "now".  

I kept telling him, "ill do it tonight, when Grandma gets back, and can tell me what she wants done, and how to do it."  He started freaking out at me, saying i only wanted to wait because she'd tell me not to do anything.  As if.  I'm the one who lives with her, so i think i know her a helluva lot better than he EVER has.  And it was nice to find out he thought so highly of me.  So i slightly raised my voice at him, cuz he wouldn't let me get anything in/defend myself, and he starts screaming at me, throws my stuff on the floor, and tells me to fucking do it myself.  

So, being the pathetic fuck that i am, i started crying, and started to go up stairs, away from him.  The douchebag started yelling more, and freaking out at my "baby-ish" reaction".  It's not my fault i crack under pressure.  So, i started screaming at him, too.  Then he went to leave, and he stopped.  He fucking had the nerve to ask me for a fucking hug, after treating me like i was lower than the scum beneath his fucking nails.  So, i gave him a hug, pushed him away, and went upstairs without saying anything.  Not even goodbye.

He's probably gonna try to call me later, and either apoligize, or try to convince my that i was the one in the wrong, and so i should apologize.  I don't even want to fucking deal with him right now, so i'm probably gonna set it straight to voicemail.  I'm gonna lock the front door right now, too, and move the emergency key, in case he decides to come back.

So yeah, to warn you.  Feel free to phone me if you feel like it, but let me warn you now.  I probably won't be nice.  I don't try to be a bitch, but when i'm in a bad mood, i tend to drag others down with me.  So yeah.  Be warned.

Ja ne.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee....!!

Okays, so...for the past year, i've been literally living in my grandma's room, un.  When my mom and brother recently moved out, un, my gramps moved into Austin's old room.  His own room has been pathetic and empty.  But now, that's changed.

While i was at my dad's house over the weekend, my Grandma and Gramps painted the room a beautiful porcelain-green (one of my fav colors).  They moved/altered some of my old furniture, un, and bought me a whole lot of new stuff.  Now, my entire room is Japanese-themed.  It's absolutely magnificent, un.  I'll be posting pictures of my lovely room soon.

I was completely blown away when i walked in.  When my dad brought me home yesterday, un, Grandma asked me to "go get the extension-cord from Gramps' old room" for her.  Me, being completely naive as i am, didn't expect what was coming.  

Meanwhile, mom and dad had gone out onto the back-balcony via the comp-room (the balcony runs from one end of the house to the other), un, and had entered "my" new room, waiting for me.  When i walked in....i just stopped.  Now just so you know, when i'm surprised, i really show it.  I tend to jump (quite high, too), and my mouth instantly drops open, un, as wide as can be, and my eyes really go all "o.0".  Well, my dad - being the kind, modest guy that he is (NOT!!!) - just had to go and take a picture of that eternally precious moment.  Damn him.  And i might say, un, it rather turned out quite hilarious, indeed.  And no, i will NOT be posting the picture.  Ever.

Grandma also made a little frame for me, with my school picture, un, and my Japanese alias "Kimiko".  I also made my own little adjustments.  (aka; taping a bunch of my art to the wall XD).

But yeah, anywho...i'm really excited.  I had one of my best friends, over to enjoy my new domain with me.  We ended up staying up till 4:00am, un, creating characters and profiles for our Loveless RP.  That's alooooooooooot of drawing, un.  >.<  I'll be posting ONE of my characters....eventually.

But that's all for now, un.  Sorry to bore you guys for so long, un.  Most of you are probably old and grey by now.  I'm just really hyped-up.  Oyasumi nasai, everyone!!!

This was so totally stolen from , un.

INSTRUCTIONS
So, here's how it works:
Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Some songs fit perfectly.


Opening Credits: Breathe No More - Evanescence
Waking Up: Mouth on Fire - Yoko Kanno (oh fuck D: )
Falling in Love: Megalomaniac - Incubus
Fight scene: Beautiful Disaster - 311  (haha, nice)
Breaking up: Numb - Linkin Park (lol)
Getting back together: Kyoukatsu - Maximum the Hormone (lol what the shit!?)
Life's okay: Life Goes On - Arisaka Mika (XD XD XD)
Mental breakdown: Shell - Bana
Driving Flashback: 1:19 - Lacuna Coil
Partying: Paradise City - Guns N' Roses (could it get any better than this, un?)
Happy Dance: Kiss and Control - AFI (what the shit?)
Regretting: Helena - My Chemical Romance (lolz)
Final Battle: Cassie - Flyleaf (it fits nicely, i suppose)
Death scene: The Bird and the Worm - The Used
End credits: Forsaken - Jonathan Davis

LOLZ  That was totally messed up.  And to make it even better(?), un, my iPod died right before the "End Credits", so i had to go charge the little bastard.  XD

I tag , , , , , , , , , , and .

Also, anyone else who wants to do it, un.